Some days look like the picture posted, and that tends to be what we share. It is hard, especially for me, to share the difficult times. It is hard to allow myself to think beyond today right now. It is hard for me to stay positive some days. It is hard.
How is Bruce? Really, how is he? He is doing so much better than we anticipated. He still works, he still laughs and most days he is still his cheerful self. But, he is so tired...He cannot do what he used to do. His mind wants to get so much done, but his body is exhausted. He is in pain, but does not complain; just gets quiet. We miss having him on the boat, or running around town doing Christmas outings, but honestly, we are thinking of future Christmas' and want him to heal.
What is next? Surgeries....
Final thoughts this Christmas Eve are about all of you: family, extended family, friends, co-workers...we receive blessings DAILY! Our mailbox is filled with beautiful cards, letters and words of encouragement. I have not baked a thing, as friends have shared their baked goods with our family. I have a spiral ham sent as a gift to serve tomorrow. Right now, my brother has the boys with him, out doing fun Christmas things....Morgan is wrapping gifts, Bruce is sleeping, and I am basking in the peace and quiet of this day.
Cancer. I think about it everyday now. I also am reminded everyday now, of the amazing family & friends we have in our lives as well as God's hand in all of the trials and tribulations that we endure.
Wishing you all a blessed holiday,
Joanne
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